I have had so many deep conversations with people lately, and God has broke my heart. I don't have the perfect life but when I hear of some of the things that the people around me are dealing with it makes life seem so much more real if that makes sense. These problems I have been hearing about are not little struggles but actual real life problems like depression, self harm, sexual abuse, wounds from the church, loss of purity, and a lot more. It hurts me to know that my friends are having to take on these battles, but then in the same way it is humbling to think he has put me in their lives to help carry their burdens and pain and to help them through it.
Also, I have really noticed lately how everyone views things differently. I mean yes that is obviously true but the more I think about it the crazier it is. I was having a conversation with someone today and they were talking about how the past few sermons at church have been so powerful. Then on the flip side, I thought the sermons have been good but I clearly was not impacted like she was. Not only is it crazy how people are emotional impacted but also how we see things differently. What is beautiful to someone is not always to others. I don't know I just think it is crazy how different each and every person is and that we are made that way for a specific reason. God gave us our traits for a reason, and he gave us our perspective for a reason. We are the way we are so we can reach people that other people cannot!
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