If my past were a wall, I just ran into it. Memories I wish I could forget flooded my head. I don't know why I did all the stuff I have done and that's scary, but the worse thing is I don't know if I would be able to act differently if I could go back in time. The Bible says "flee from sexual immorality" (1 Cor. 6:18), but that is easier said than done. It's hard to turn around when you have been going one way for a long time. I need a 180 though, because I cannot handle any more bad memories added into the pile I already have. More importantly, I don't want to be on that same road, because that road is far from God. Instead, I want to be on the road that points to God.
Forget the former things;
do not dwell on the past.
See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
and streams in the wasteland.
Isaiah 43:18-19
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