Give Me Wisdom

God I look to You, I won’t be overwhelmed
Give me vision to see things like You do
God I look to You, You’re where my help comes from
Give me wisdom; You know just what to do

If He never tempts us more than we can handle why do I fall into to it ever time? If he always gives us a way out why do I not see it? I am not doubting him, but I am doubting myself. I really do not want to be the same person I was. I want to be able to see the way out. I want to be special for my husband one day. I want to be able to give him something special. I need to figure this out and quick because I am running out of anything that could make me special.

 God I need wisdom to figure out what to do, and how to control myself. Help me to see how to overcome my past and not be overwhelmed by it. I'm tired of the guilt and shame that come with the memories. But what is worse is knowing I am still the same person. God I'm tired of being a let down to you and myself. I can't handle another failed attempt at a relationship. I look to you God, because you are where my help comes from. Give me wisdom. You know just what to do. You know the way out. You know what I need to do right now. You know what to I can do to change my ways, and you know how I can move on. You know it all, God. You are a father who truly wants the best for his daughter. I thank you for that. I thank you that you have forgiven my past and you have washed me clean. God keep me clean. Keep me special. Thank you God. Amen.