Sunday, November 24, 2013

Isolation

I have the hardest time when I am isolated from people. Yes, there are times when I like to be alone, but if I am forced to be alone and have no one to hang out with I go crazy. I was just at an amazing church service and was having a great night, but then within 5 minutes of being home I felt like crap. Satan has a way of making me feel so unloved when I am by myself. He tells me that I have no friends, no one wants to hang out with me, and that no one cares about me. I have to force myself not to believe those things. It is a struggle though, because really I feel like I have lost so many friends this year. I think I have made one friend this entire semester.. I love her to death but I do wish I had more friends. I guess that is just the enemy bringing me down again... ugh. I need to refuse to listen to the voice of less and instead listen to the voice of more, God. He will never leave me nor forsake me! He is the only friend I need, right?

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