So I am still going strong on this fast, 14 hours with no food. I have yet to hear God or to have anything crazy happen, yet I still believe something is going to happen. I don't like being spiritually exhausted at all. I have never felt like this before and it is terrible. However, the reason I have got to this point is for good reasons. I was reading an article that said spiritually exhaustion doesn't come from struggling with sin or anything like that but instead it is from pouring out EVERYTHING that God gave you. That is really encouraging to myself thinking that the reason I am here is because I gave it all. Crazy thought. It just gives me a new perspective because I thought that the reason I got to this point was because I was neglecting my own relationship with God but it was actually because I gave everything I had in me. I still need to be refreshed and refilled because this feeling sucks but its nice to be able to see this situation in a new light.
"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18
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